Until recently my life has been pretty undecided with my
girlfriend leaving me in the beginning of this year. I felt totally lost and
well, kinda worthless. It gets better with time –A phrase I heard all too often
after the break up.
I know it does, but when you are in that state you don’t
want to hear any of it from anyone.
Three months has come and gone and time has started to
remedy me in a way that only time can. Michelle is in a new relationship for
two months already which I only found out about a week ago, clearly she has no
intention of working things out with me.
Now at this moment I feel peaceful knowing
that I can safely let go of the little hope I carried around with me for the
last couple of weeks, but as we all know these emotions tend to roller coaster. I am not sure how I will feel tomorrow or the day after. I take my good days and make the best of them though.
It saddens me when I get reminded of her, but at the same
time certain strengths come along with the pain. I am getting stronger again,
my confidence has returned and I am feeling like myself.
My journey has just begun, my life is an open book and I can
do whatever the fuck I want now. No restrictions or concerns only freedom.
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