A New Beginning

The blog of stix

This new year has been a tough start for me, I have been struggling to deal with the cards I have been dealt. The world now feels cold and lonely as I move forward to accept the loss of my best friend Michelle. We were together for two + years and we were happy. I felt complete when I looked into her eyes, I felt love around her presence she was my rock and I made the mistake of loosing myself in her.

She always used to call me stix it was her thing and I loved it so much. It has been three weeks now and today has been all too difficult, everything just reminds me and I feel lost at the thought of not having her by my side. When I walk around I can still feel her energy,  we did everything together. This is the longest we have been apart from each other since we got together. I know time will heal me and eventually I will be able to give my heart to someone special again but for the moment I am hurting.

I decided to start this blog up so that I can write down my thoughts and feelings to share with the world. Who knows maybe someone will find comfort in these words. It wont be a blog of any one topic it will be my journal, my escape and my way of dealing with this mess I am in at the moment.

Stick around and you will learn about me, the way I think and my journey to self acceptance and loving myself. I have to work on myself so that I can learn to love myself. I want to know who I am and know myself better than I do at the moment. We are all on a journey of self discovery and I think that is amazing.

If we change the way we look at things the things we look at will change :)